•sara's la-la land•

•a promise..a threat•

2006-07-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

Dear Nur Sabrina,

In the interest of making sure that you understand what I told you today,13th July 2006, I am posting this entry to ensure you that I am not joking. Please do not repeat the things you have said or wrote about Mr. CMM a.k.a Lucas Scott because you will leave me no choice but to say things that will slightly irritate you or even possibly make you go ' ting-tong ' when it happens.You do not want me to say things about Mr. Adam Brody a.k.a the 'owh-so-cute' Seth Cohen now do you? (just to give you a taste of your own medicine)

Have a pleasant day!

•my life is 68% prefect•

2006-06-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

let's try this together shall we??

• yes
- no

[•] You know someone that cares about you.
[-] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[•] You have your own room.
[•] You own a cell phone.
[-] You get the grades you want.
[-] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[•] Your parents are still married.
[•] You have more than 2 best friends.
[-] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
[•] You live in a house.

T o T a L : six.6.enam

[•] You dress how you want to.
[•] You hang out with friends more than once aweek.
[•] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[•] You have never been beaten up.
[•] You never cry more than twice a month.
[•] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[-] Your room is big enough for you.
[-] People dont use you for something you have.
[•] You have been to a concert.
[•] You laugh more than twice a day.

T o T a L : eight.8.lapan

[•] You have over 100 friends on myspace/friendster.
[•] You have pictures on myspace/friendster.
[•] You get allowance.
[•] You collect something normal.
[•] People dont make fun of you to be mean.
[•] You look foward to go to school.
[-] You dont wish you were someone else.
[-] You play a sport.
[-] You do something after school.
[•] You shower daily.

T o T a L : seven.7.tujuh

[•] You own a car.
[•] You usually dont fight with your parents.
[-] Youre healthy.
[-] Youve never had a cavity.
[-] You are happy with your appearance.
[-] You arent self-consious at all.
[-] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[•] You have friends.
[•] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[•] You know your parents care and love you.

T o T a L : five.5.lima

[•] You know what is going on in the world.
[•] You care about sooo many people.
[-] You are happy with your life.
[•] You usually arent sick.
[•] You know more than one language.
[•] You have a screen name.
[•] You own a pet.
[•] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[-] You dont have any enemies.
[•] You are happy you're living.

T o T a L : eight.8.lapan

..now..total up all the numbers and multiply them by two.2.dua..

so.. the conclusion is --> you're life __% perfect..

•much love•♥•xoxo•sara•

•valentines day•

2006-02-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

hey....

happy valentines day SAYANG's

hope you guys have a great V day..

hey!! watch this V day video....

p/s: its a year since my phone went down the drain..haha!! im dead excited about it!

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•jijo•

2006-02-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

jijo..

love you loads!!

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•zaheera my sayang•

2006-02-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

dear zsa...

i'm sorry i didn't send you off..i feel horrid about it..

i am gonna miss you so much sayang....love you loads...

keep in touch kay? owh and zsa...i want you add kay?

•sara & zsa•

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•hana•

2006-01-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

hana...

•hana + sara•

im gonna miss you.i love you loads cousin!

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•Delta Goodrem - Not Me, Not I•

2006-01-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

hey..

i love this song..it's quite good advice

You mixed me up for someone
Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart for the first time
But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess that we were seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I

The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending
But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too
As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, not I, not I

All you said to me
All you promised me
All the mystery never did believe
No I never cry no I never not me not I

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry No not I, I won't cry
No not me, not I, not I, Not I
No not me, not I

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•Aslyn - Wally•

2006-01-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

•Wally•

Dear Wally, i'm writing this letter sincerely.
To tell you you're the "sweetest boy i've ever known."
Remember that USO when we met.
You almost didnt go.
Well, me and your two sons are very glad you did.
When your eyes found me i could hardly breathe.
I wanted you.
Glad you wanted me.

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew.
You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
i only loved you more.

That night was pure magic.
Who would have imagined.
It would become 55 loving wonderful years.
Your job was not all easy.
Those last years i could hardly speak.
But when i looked at you i knew nothing had changed.
And when i was leaving.
I could feel you hurting.
But then i saw those angels and i knew your love would want this for me.

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew.
You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
I only loved you more..more.. more...more more

So while you're waiting
Know that im saying i love you
I love you.........

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew.
You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
I only loved you

You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
I only loved you more..

=(

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•2006•

2005-12-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey..

the new year is coming huh? cool.... i hope everyone will be having a great celebration..

• throughout this year.... I've gotten to know a LOT of new friends which i LOVE...i think the world of them.. they made my 2005 a funky fun one.

i LOIKE.

• throughout this year.... I think I've matured slightly, handling problems better than before..

(it's what i think..so what if you don't agree..i dont care what you think..haha).

• throughout this year.... I've learnt that not everyone are friends with you for the right intentions..not everyone has the same values you do..

• throughout this year.... I've been helping a lotttttt around the house..i've even learned to be more patient with my immature brothers cause yelling as hard as i can isn't gonna get through their thick head..

• throughout this year.... My relationship with my bestest most wonderful-est friend is stronger than ever..we had a shaky ride at the start of the year..but it's made things better now..i don't know what I'd do without her..i want us to be best friends forever! i LOVE her!

muahx muahx muahx..

• throughout this year.... My relationship with my BABES is great..i know we'll be together forever..one of em i've known & been close to since i was in primary school..the other i've know also since primary..but gotten close in 4th year of secondary school..the last but not least one..which i got to know in the 4th year of secondary and have been the darlings in my world since then..I LOVE YOU GUYS..

• throughout this year.... I've gotten close to someone i was close to before..but grew apart for some seriously stoopid reasons.. hope things will get better..i do want us to be close like before..

• throughout this year.... I've learned to not take things to heart between me & my mum..the last day of last year..i had a huge fight with her for some reason.. it was almost the same this year..sheesh stressful gile...but i managed to control myself..yeay!! see..i am maturing..

2006- I'll be 21!! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

okay guys...gotta go..nana's coming over!!! woohooo

(jumping around..excited nye!!)

•HAPPY NEW YEAR•

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•ayah•

2005-12-31T00:11:00.000+08:00

hey..

happy birthday ayah..

haha..i know you're not gonna be the one reading this..but..the effort counts kan??

muahx.i love you.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•me in numbers•

2005-12-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		40%
Stability		43%
Orderliness		46%
Accommodation		76%
Interdependence		50%
Intellectual		30%
Mystical		36%
Artistic		36%
Religious		50%
Hedonism		36%
Materialism		50%
Narcissism		36%
Adventurousness		36%
Work ethic		30%
Self absorbed		36%
Conflict seeking		43%
Need to dominate		36%

Romantic		76%
Avoidant		56%
Anti-authority		56%
Wealth		43%
Dependency		56%
Change averse		56%
Cautiousness		50%
Individuality		30%
Sexuality		50%
Peter pan complex		50%
Physical security		70%
Physical Fitness		10%
Histrionic		50%
Paranoia		43%
Vanity		36%
Hypersensitivity		63%
Female cliche		63%

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Stability - results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness - results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized [hehehe], hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion - results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet [eh..really ?? i doubt], unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
does not make friends easily, secretive, introverted, reclusive, observer, dislikes leadership, somewhat socially awkward, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, values solitude, solitary, avoidant, ambivalent about fitting in, not dominant, unassertive, suspicious, prudent, unadventurous, worrying, weird, intellectual, frequently second guesses self .

do y'all agree? tell me what you think..hehe

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•official•

2005-12-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

hey..

today was the first official day nana, fyza & I started working in the Quayside cafe..

its not officially opened..i arrived at 1pm ...nothing much to do at first...just had to get the buffet table ready for 60 UNESCO delegates..but once the food started to arrive •doink doink• ...shocking..so much to do..so little time..we were rushing to get things ready...thank god it was ready in time..

later...the DISHES...a whole lot of them too...woah...i got slightly stressed out..cos it was so hard to get coordinated with all those dirty dishes around u...and people kept giving u more and more and more and more and more......... [u get the idea...]....but after a while it all worked out..we were all laughing and having fun whilst trying to ignore the throbbing pain running through all our joints..especially my feet....they hurt so bad..

anyways..all in all ...i love it very much..its nice that im surrounded with people i love too..doesnt seem like work at all..it's like hanging around & helping with stuff..hehe..

kay all my sayangs..take care..owh..btw..i miss lynn, my, ethan, azizi, djameel, mei ying, danny,mel,natasha [ada lagi..but can't figure out..nanti la..]..bubye..

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•makes sense•

2005-12-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey.

i ran across a book in Popular the other day. the title sure got my attention.(the fact that it was bright pink made it even more obvious.. =p)

"It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken" by Greg Behrendt & Amiira Ruotola-Behrendt

it makes sense doesn't it? short & surely simple. so simply straight forward that it just hits you in the head. rather than putting yourself through hell & finding your flaws that allegedly 'caused things to crash & burn'..hihi..sure does save a lot of time & not to mention self pity.

so..the next time we feel the urge to stomp ourselves all the way down to the pits over a break up...just remember..It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken. kay?
bubye dears. take care...

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•update update•

2005-11-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

hey.

been a while since the last entry. haha. i really dont see the point of this entry cos really there's nothing interesting about my week. i've been feeling horrid. bu i got to watch harry potter again. best best.

today im feeling horrible..absolutely sad la today. dunno why though. depressed? probably..feeling empty.need a life.

•exactly how i feel rite now•

tomorrow should be fun. my cousin from my mums side & my dads side is coming. hehe.sangat tak sabar.

•chicken little is cool..nice pose•

owhohoho... i moved my tortoises to their new 'habitat' today. hehe.. a huge green basin. looks as though they like it. swimming around. mcm best je.kay la.u guys take care.bubye.

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•semua orang dah gile•

2005-11-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

semua orang dah gile.
flippin' mental.
why?
mengapa oh mengapa.
haih.
sabar saje la.
semua nak bully saye
tak buat pun kene jgak. (scared to think what will happen if it were my fault to begin with.*shivers*)
been happening since i was a kid.
some things never change.
nasib..nasib.
headache.
thank you.

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•never better•

2005-11-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

hey.

i had a great girls day out today. just fyza, nana, zana & I. no one else. the greatest combination of friends i've ever had.

i LOVE them to bits. i wouldnt trade them for anything in the world.

we laughed so hard today we could hardly walk in a straight line. the nyonya at the kedai thought we were still in school. when we told her we were 20 and all in university...she laughed.(mabok ke nyonya? aiyoh.) can you imagine? =P

•i LOVE fyza•

•i LOVE nana•

•i LOVE zana•

muahx

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire•

2005-11-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

hey.

went to watch Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire (wooohooo!!!) . went with fyza,nana,zana,aisyah & zafirah.

Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire best. It was soooooooo worth the wait. i LOVE. I had so much fun.gosh.i wanna go watch again.and again.and again.and again. =D

daniel radcliffe was cute. rupert grin was cute. emma watson was cute. robert pattinson is adorable. (too bad his character died. =( )

in this movie..there we a lot of funny moments. a few sad ones too..but i felt there weren't enough of snape's character in it. not enough of snape being mean to harry. and viktor krum is a man of very few words in the movie.hmph.but it's all good.

•hahahaha•

im in such a happy (lets jump on the bed & laugh till we sleep) kinda mood. such a great day.

muahx.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•mind boggling•

2005-11-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

hey..

owh gosh!! i can hardly wait (screaming frantically!!) for it. the anticipation is killing me.

muahx.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•the things you'd do•

2005-11-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

hey..

latest update.raya? was fun! malas wanna tell. raya is raya la..though this year was probably the best raya for my grandma..she had a blast? smile from one ear to the other.wanna know why? if you do..ask me when you see me kay? too long to type.

anyways..i went shopping with nana today. BIRTHDAY shopping. i LOVE birthday shopping. the adrenaline (wondering if this is how u spell it..??) is just a wonderful feeling.excitement. wow. best nyer..

anyways..went to buy gifts for my mummy dearest who's birthday is today & izwan (nana's lil' brother...heck..nana's only brother..hihi.) ..i had sumthing specific in mind..but to find it was hard! thank god nana was there. if it were up to me..i would have just changed to another plan. we FOUND it!!..nana got a cool gift for izwan...i wanna play..bring it over to my place sometime...then we can gado gado trying to accuse the other of cheating.kay? bagus.

got home.started preparing the gifts..i compiled a few songs that my mum liked (barry manilow is cool..) into a cd so that i could give it to her (from me & me ALONE..*evil laugh here*) ..its my personal gift aside from the thing we bought her (share with the other children la..the kanak-kanak yg malas nak pegi carik).

now my hands are sticky (my new glue stick is purple! cute huh?)..my back ache's & my floor (and my hands..mind you..) is full of colorful little paper polka-dots..
i just might be getting tired of polka-dots (*gasp*) ..

kay la..kene kemas bilik now..cos if i dont..i'll have polka-dots at my feet..in my hair..
all bright and colourful..(*sigh*..the things you would do for mummy dearest.)

muahx.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•Nana + I•

2005-11-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

Can I Call You Angel?
by Erin Sheets

The snow fell, leaving a halo of white upon your head,
and that's when I said,
"Can I call you Angel?"

You looked at me with surprise,
but I could see it in your eyes,
and I knew.

A smile came to your face with serenity and grace,
but you said not a word.
In my darkest hours you held my hand,
never leaving my side, and I said, while I cried,
"Can I call you Angel? "

You then began to wipe the tears away
and erase all the gray in my life.
You led me down a path of gold,
telling me of the creator above,
and again I asked with a greater love,
"Can I call you Angel?"

You never answered my plea,
so I fell to my knee in prayer.
As I opened my eyes, I could see you before me;
Your wings spread and a golden halo upon your head
and one last time I said,
"Sara, can I call you Angel?"

_____________________________________________________________________________________

The Extreme Importance Of A Very Best Friend
by Jayzee

The title of a very best friend
is given to precious few,
the ones who give love and support
in all that they say and do.
The ones you call to dry your eyes
and build your confidence up,
or even to just chat for a bit,
if only to say "What's up?"
The extreme importance of a very best friend
can't be measured in any way,
except in the actions you show to them
and in every word that you say.
That is how I know my friend,
from all that you've done and do,
that the title of my very best friend,
is deserving only of you.

_____________________________________________________________________________________

nana gave these to me..sob sob..i mish nana so much...lonely as hell...seremban (whichever part of it that nana is in la of course) has VERY bad digi signal. =(

muahx muahx. (specially for nana this time)

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•to aLL•

2005-10-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

hey..

I'm here to wish all of my darling family & friends which i absolutely love & miss loads..

•Happy Deepavali•

•Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri•

I hope you guys have a wonderful celebration filled with love & happiness with family, friends & loved ones.

muahx muahx.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•dedicated to Danny•

2005-10-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

hey!!

happy birthday Danny my funkie munkie friend.

hope you had a great day.
remember our deaL.
muahx muahx.

.xoxo.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•yeay!!•

2005-10-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

hello.

i FINALLY saw nana today after 3 whole long weeks.
god.i missed her so much.

im GLAD she's my best-est most wonderful-est friend.

<3 you so much.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•owh-my-gosh•

2005-10-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

hello..

how are y'all lately? i am sooo sleepy rite now..but i cant sleep cos if i sleep now..i wont wake up to help my mum with sahur..and if i dont help her with sahur..she'll go..'bla bla bla..never help for sahur...bla bla bla..wake up now!! its already 10 am'...

ish..only 10 am jer (sigh) ...gawd..i am so horribly deprived of sleep..sob sob..i want to get my usual dosage of sleep...aaaaa...i miss having a good night sleep..

as usual...aisyah is having a zippy-dee-doo-daa time sleeping..waking up with a smile everyday..& my dad will go...'bagus aisyah..bangun je senyum'... =p....if i got enough sleep..saye pun senyum jugak. =(

saye nak tido la.

goodnite.

.xoxo.

p/s: its just occured to me that this entry has no purpose what-so-ever.but i like.
i miss being able to nag.no one is around to listen to me nag.nana.i want a
nagging buddy.come over.we nag together.love u.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•for you..yes you!!•

2005-10-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

hey.

some people are really weird.

they criticise you for doing something.

they say you're being rude & unreasonable.

meanwhile,they're doing the exact same thing.

hypocrites.

so why should we be the ones who do the proper thing?

they think they can be all cute and get away with it?

do they know some people do not forget?

they'll be sorry.

this is for you.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

p/s:

owh..just a tad bit more..

bubye

.xoxo.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•heart felt kinda song•

2005-10-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

•Kelly Clarkson•Because Of You•

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

I ♥ this song & the video clip... so simple yet very real..
okay then..y'all take care..muahx muahx..

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•what age do you act?•

2005-10-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

You Are 21 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•especially for mei ying•

2005-10-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

..mei ying ku sayang..

Happy Birthday to You !!
Happy Birthday to You !!
Happy Birthday to Mei Ying ku sayang!!
Happy Birthday to YOU !!

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•i think i'm deeply depressed•

2005-10-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

hey..

how've everyone been? haven't heard from most of my friends in a while now..

this week has been a really hard & trying week for me..i really could just scream my lungs out..
nothing is going the way it should be..everyone is pushing my buttons..and im not doing anything about it...im just letting them do whatever they want...i really dont feel like fighting them..dont feel like telling them off..butkeeping all of this to myself makes me hate waking up in the morning...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!...i know i need to let this out..i want to talk to someone about it..but i dont know who..there's is no one that i feel i can talk to about it...not even nana..been talking to nana about stuff lately..but not the stuff that i really wanna talk about.. i feel like i've been really troubling her with my stupid complaints..so there really is no need to add to her burden..thank you nana for listening.. =)

lately my life seems to revolve around what people want me to do..things that will make other happy eventhough it kills me..but at least they're happy..rite? and everyday seems to the same..like a routine @ timetable...even then..some aren't greatful & still complain..hell..
penat kay? sometimes i seriously just wanna yell 'SHUT UP'!!..but that's kinda rude..dont you think?

okay then..take care..you guys have fun during the Holidays kay?

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•so I've heard•

2005-10-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

"If you ♥ someone, tell them.Cos every single day you hold it back & wait is another day you won't get back"
•coach whitey,one tree hill•

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•someone please explain•

2005-10-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

"The only secrets are secrets that keep themselves" •george bernard shaw•

i don't really understand this quote..can anyone explain..what does it mean to you guys?

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•you're no stuntman•

2005-10-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

hey..

my tortoise is doing backstrokes.

why la tortoise ku sayang?

you're no stuntman..swim the normal tortoise-ish way.

i dont ask much of you.. =p

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•i was wondering•

2005-10-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

"Do your eyes light up when I walk into the room?"

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•horoscope•

2005-10-11T13:58:00.000+08:00

There's a famous saying that goes something along the lines of -- if you love something let it go; if it comes back to you, it was always yours. As you struggle through some power issues, think about that. Are you holding on too tightly? Is someone clinging to you, or constantly looking over your shoulder? Try to look at the situation from a different perspective -- the solution to your problem might be easier than you realize.

okay...letting go..

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•the ol' memories•

2005-10-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

nana's been sending all these to me thru sms lately..

• london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
london bridge is falling down,my fair lady.

• air pasang dalam, surut pukul 5, nyonya baung pagi, siram pokok bunga. Pokok bunga melur, tanam tepi kolam, itik bertelur, ayam menetas. cik baba jatuh dalam parit. cik aminah ketawa jerit jerit. naik keretapi sampai kuala lumpur, nampak (ur name here) comel tersepit bawah dapur.

• bunga matahari sangat cantik di halaman rumahku.bunganya kuning , daunnya hijau , memikat kumbang lalu.

• telephone berbunyi RING RING RING. ku angkat ku dengar suara. telephone berbunyi RING RING RING.ku angkat ku tanya siapa.

• anak itik tok wi mandi dalam kolam. sakit apa tok wi, sakit sendi tulang. ubat apa tok wi? ubat rimau belang.(there's more but i cant remember..)

• bapaku pulang dari kota. bapaku belikan kereta. kereta kecil warna MERAH . boleh ku bawa ke sekolah. PON PON PON PON PON PON PON PON PON. kereta kecilku berbunyi. marilah adik mari naik. bolehku bawa jumpa nenek.

• ooo eee ooo aaa aaa ting thang walla walla bing bang. ooo eee ooo aaa aaa ting thang walla walla bing bang..

• rasa sayang eh. rasa sayang sayang eh. owh lohat nona jauh rasa sayang sayang eh.

does any of them ring a bell?? hihi..here's one my grandma taught me...i loved it when i was younger..

• daisy, daisy. give me your answer do. i'm half crazy. for all the love of you. it wouldn't be a stylish marriage. i can't afford a carriage. but you'll look sweet, upon the seat of a bicycle built for two.

then there's the classic..

• three blind mice. three blind mice. see how they run. see how they run. they all run after the farmers wife. who cut off their tail with a carving knife. have you ever seen such a thing in your life. as three blind mice.

okie then dears..bubye..muahx..

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•did you know•

2005-10-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

i got this courtesy of my cousin..though i think she too got it from sumone else..i changed it a tad bit..anyways..tq kak maisyah..muahx muahx..

DID YOU KNOW...

did u know ... that you broke the record by being the first

did u know ... that you make my heart meteoric

did u know ... that your voice seems to calm me

did u know ... that your attitude is very annoying but totally cute

did u know ... that my silence is for you to miss me

did u know ... that I treasure our relationship (watever it may be) too much

did u know ... that I am happy you have become a better man

did u know ... that your LIFE is an interesting story to hear

did u know ... that you make me feel like no one else does

did u know ... that knowing you is the best thing that's ever happened to me

did u know ... that your sincerity really turns me on

did u know ... that its hard for me to let you go

did u know ... that your ignorance is killing me

did u know ... that I'd choose you over any other man

did u know ... that I am proud of you for turning over a new leaf

and most of all ...

did u know ... that I am bad at expressing myself .?.
but I guess you don't know all these ...
coz u never seem to care ... at all

* this is soo deep...but does it relate to me?hmm..that is for me to know..and y'all to find out.. =p
bubye..

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•a long awaited entry•

2005-10-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

hey..

Ramadhan has begun...nana has been bugging & nagging me to update the blog..so here i am...updating the blog...lets see...

i watched this documentary thingy about M. Night Shyamalan (for those who don't know...he directed unbreakable, the sixth sense & the signs) ...hell..it was scary..freaked me out...but not so sure whether i should believe it or not la..

owh yeah..exam is over!! (dancing around in my absolutely gorgeous room)..YAY!!... now we just have to wait....(waiting is murder..don't you agree?) ...we had a hard time looking for our exam venue for accounting information system paper..it was in ITC 0001..i think... hell..the guards in MMU seriously have to get to know their surroundings...we asked 4 guards and we got 4 different answers as to where the venue was...and NONE of then were right either..come on MMU guards..pull yourself together..ur embarassing yourself....thanks to azizi & djameel..after 3 days of looking for it..we finally found it after all...

the exam was annoying...not the exam per say..its more the PC's in the lab were annoying.. imagine..i spent 90 minutes on the first question and had it all done & complete..when i wanted to save it..the pc went all hang and stuff..and i couldn't recover my answers..sob sob.. the invigilator was like 'owh..your file is corrupted..you have to do over'...i was sooo ready to cry..i even decided to just pick up my stuff and leave (almost..but i came to my senses)..in my mind I was like 'i'll leave & study for the supplementary exam cos there's no way i can make it in time'..mind you..the exam was only 3 hours..and i had another question to do..and to start over?? there wasn't really enuff time...but thank god the 2nd Q's was not bad..i made it just in time..with the invigilator brooding over my shoulder..pestering me to hand over my answers...haih..sabar la sikit...

anyways...haven't seen a lot of my friends lately..it's been quite a while..missing everyone..miss lynn,mysara,ethan,azizi,natasha,djameel,mel,danny,mei ying, zana, fyza, yan, farhana,shida,bunny,SHAHRUL...even nana..but saw her just now..went to jusco..bought new slippers..=)..then went to buy some cd's..then hung out at my place....just talking & giggling over a few gorgeous guys in LB...yummy..

we were suppose to see natasha before she went home to Subang Jaya..wanted to go yesterday..but my car went all crazy on me..it makes this weird funky sound when i want to start the car..so can't go..cos can't start..haha..had to send to the superheroes of the automobile world.. the Mechanics ..

so.. anyways....suppose to see natasha today...but tak sempat laaaa...so sad...haven't seen her for what seems like FOREVER..i miss you natasha ku sayang.. =( ...maybe we'll meet up during holz??

okie dearz...have a great Ramadhan..have a great Holiday...muahx & hugz to alllllllllll....

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•horoscope for the day•

2005-09-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

Cherish your natural warmth. It is unique and powerful -- it will open many doors.

Astrological influences are working as busily as bees to push your agenda, refine your ideas and polish your reputation with the powers that be. You're simply divine, dahling, and anyone who crosses your path is dazzled by your light. While you've definitely got the goods to back up your celestial PR, make sure that your ego doesn't get so big that you tend to trip over it. Remember to be courteous and respectful and you can't go wrong.

hmph..is that good @ bad??

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•hey•

2005-09-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

hello...

i know its been forever since i updated my blog..aish..keadaan tidak mengizinkan laa..

anyways...the highlights of my life so far...hohoho..i cleaned my room....its so spiffy and gorgeously clean..i love..thanx to nana..it was a total overhaul..we opened EVERY drawer..EVERY compartment..EVERYTHING..the junk occupied a whole garbage bag that could fit two 10 year old kids....ish ish ish..we were at work till 3 am..continued when i woke up at 7..now i clean things up everyday..lets see how long it'll last..

•me & nana before we got to work•

•people who've seen my room before will know that i hang ALL my bags behind the door..its all gone now..its in storage..lovely..•

•candle theraphy after work•

later dears..muahx..xoxo..

•♥•xoxo•sara•

•30 things guys should know about girls•

2005-08-01T13:11:00.001+08:00

courtesy of lynn's bulletin in friendster

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their
house...they run around in their underwear just
like we do..

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but
girls tell each other everything about everything.
Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy
friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the
drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait
for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're
beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If
they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If
they're going out with you in the first place, it's
because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did.

8.5. If you DO sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did.

9. Don't ever do anything wrong. girls remember
things for life and anything you did wrong will be
used against you in the future.

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can
eat like whales. (thehee hee.)

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of
everything, but they do discuss these things with
their friends. Realize that if you make your
girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know
about it and your friends will know you're a
pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that
much? Be a man, pay all the time!
(wahahhahahahhaha..whattheheck?)

12. Every girl should eventually get three things
from her boyfriend- a dinner by him, one of his
sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if
it's not
a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as
you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the
door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure
she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to
kick the crap out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours,
pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a
joking
way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh,
you're so dumb" or something, never make any
gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't
care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters
that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with
their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince
charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their
parents,and make sure to be nice to their animals

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross,
and it really does make them feel like crap, so be
understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're
introducing
her to your friends, you'd better damn well
introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date.
They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for
them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play
fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her
birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinate the cologne.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her
birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't
have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last,
don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if
you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize
that they really have started to trust you. When
you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you
have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control
than you would think

•♥•XOXO•sara•

•happy birthday to ME•

2005-07-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey..i would like to thank

•nana•mel•natasha•mysara•lynn•nawar•djameel•azizi•ethan•tariiq•

because..they made my birthday this year a wonderful day & i absolutely love every single one of 'em for it..& its even nicer cos its the first time i've been tempek'd on my birthday..EVER!!

so you guys made the first time the most memorable..*claps* to every single one of you..Yay!! muahx darlingz..love ya.....

finally..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! =)

•♥•XOXO•sara•

•cats & dogs•

2005-07-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

hey..how've u been?..i've got a story about my 2 friends..LOL

so...

the otha day..i agreed to help azizi by taking him to melaka central so that he can go to cyberjaya to see his friends..so the day started off at 7.30 am when i picked him up at home so that we could go to campus for our BKE class..

we arrived at campus with our minds 1/2 asleep..well at least mine was half asleep la.. azizi's was probably still in dreamland..LOL..mind you..this is the first time since the new trimester started that azizi attended the 8 am class...

so half way thru the lecture..the lecturer gave us a 10 minute break..on his way out..while i was talking to nana..i heard the lecturer say, "where have you been before? this is your first time in my class?".. I started to laugh..thinking azizi was busted on his first day..LOL..but when i turned around....he was not addressing azizi..instead...he was addressing farhana...who's been to all his classes since it started..LOL..poor dear...but i still laughed anyways..the look on Farhana's face was so cute..sorry 4 laughing at you Farhana..muahx..

so..after the class 'ended' (hahahahha)..me & nana & azizi went to my car..my goodness..on the way to Tesco...the noise in my car was unbearable..nana & azizi were so noisy..i cud barely think..those two are like cats & dogs..pinching each other..shouting..laughing..nagging ME because one was distubing the other..GOSH..how do parents handle noisy children.. they even knocked my hand of the steering wheel at one point..thank god nothing happened..

you'd think there's something between them??hurm...*wink wink*..no la..i dunno...is there??
jeng jeng jeng..LOL

okie dokie sweetness =)

..muahx muahx..

•♥•XOXO •sara•

•J card Day•

2005-07-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!

did you guys go to the J card day sales? no? y not? yes? how was it? LoL..

i arrived in jusco at 8.50 am..crazy ha? anyting for sales..try waking me up for 8 o clock classes..haha..it'll take forever!!

anyways....people really go mental once the doors open..some ladies took 3 empty trolleys on their way in? god..dasyat..

owh..for all those that dont know about J card day..is a super nice sale Jusco has once a year..
price really go down..but u have to find la wat you want..get yourself a good buy..some things are just plain crap..

if you go to the lingerie part of jusco..the ladies there look like freaking lions getting their meal..
things flying all over..i dare not enter that area..i just stood nearby & laughed..hahah..they leave their kids in the trolleys & go get their stuff..ish ish..

I went twice.. LOL..in the morning till around 1pm..we were supposed to pick aisyah up from school at 11.30 but called the school & asked if they could keep her there for a while..

..then went again with nana & natasha at around 6.30pm..again..go thru all the havoc..thank god i wore shoes..its better this year..i only stepped on one person's feet.. LOL..

okie dokz darlingzz..muahx muahx..

•♥•XOXO•sara•

•today•

2005-07-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

today.. I don't like..

•being in CAMPUS•

•being at HOME•

•being ME•

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

•asLyn•that's when i ♥ you •

2005-07-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

i'm LOVING this song..it's adorable..ENJOY!!

•When you have to look away•
•When you don't have much to say•
•That's when I love you•
•I love you•
•Just that way•

•To hear you stumble when you speak•
•Or see you walk with two left feet•
•That's when I love you•
•I love you•
•Endlessly•

•And when your mad cos you lost a game•
•Forget I'm waiting in the rain•
•Baby I love you•
•I love you anyway•

•Here's my promise made tonight•
•You can count on me for life•
•That's when I love you•
•When nothing you do can change my mind•
•The more I learn, the more I love•
•The more my heart can't get enough•
•That's when I love you•
•When I love you•
•No matter what•

•So when you turn to hide your eyes•
•Cause the movie, it made you cry•
•That's when I love you•
•I love you•
•A little more each time•

•And when you can't quite match your clothes•
•Or when you laugh at your own jokes•
•That's when I love you•
•I love you•
•More than you'll know•

•And when you forget that we had a date•
•Or that look that you get when you show up late•
•Baby I love you•
•I love you anyway•

•Here's my promise made tonight•
•You can count on me for life•
•Thats when I love you•
•When nothing you do can change my mind•
•The more I learn, the more I love•
•The more my heart can't get enough•
•That's when I love you•
•When I love you•
•No matter what•

•That's when I love you•
•When nothing baby•
•Nothing you do could change my mind•
•The more I learn, the more I love•
•The more my heart cant get enough•
•That's when I love you•
•When I love you no matter what•
•No matter what•

•♥•XOXO•sara•

•ARE YOU?•DO YOU?•WILL YOU?•

2005-07-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

ARE YOU..

a shopaholic - guilty..

sensitive - sometimes..just for the fun of it..

easily hurt - maybe..

calm - hmmphh..sometimes..

quiet -nope..

choosy - haha..maybe

very shy - depends on the situation

confident in yourself - not really

a good listener - yes.hopefully..

easily bored - nope!

outgoing - to a limit

open-minded - certainly.

an only child - nope nope..but im the eldest..

happy at the moment - definitely

tired - sleepy..just took some pills for my FLU

playing any online games - nope

good at chess - i have no clue at all? i cant play if my life depended on it..

tempted by chocolates - yumm

a couch potato - nope..i dont sit around all day..but i have a few programmes that i HAVE to watch..

afraid of the dark - depends

DO YOU..

play the guitar - nope

play the piano - tried to..but failed.

like your life - y not??

like school - =) loving it..

like dancing - hmmph.....

like sweets -not much..sometimes

like travelling - LOVE IT!

own an Xbox - nope

like Spongebob Squarepants - yes.

ride a bike - my mum won't allow it..so..no..

read Harry Potter - yup..waiting for the new book..16th JuLy!!

yell at your siblings - of course..

argue with your parents - =D..try & take a WILD guess..

Love McDonalds - not bad..

play basketball - nope..

play tennis- in secondary school..

watch Disneychannel - yup..guiLty..

like Oreo - not bad..

like potato chips - i dont hate it..

drive - yup.. =D

do the housework - yes..i do my fair share..

WILL YOU..

get more than 5 piercings - i already have 5..dont have any plans [yet] to add more..maybe.. =)

curse a friend - if it's critically needed..yes..

asswipeshit someone that offended you - i'll say that i want to..but i wont have the guts..

sacrifice for the one you love - sure thing..

hug a stranger - hmpph..would i? depends..

sneak out at night alone - dare not..my mum has super ears..she hears everythin'..

join Fear Factor - consider it..but again.,.wont have the guTs..

work for Donald Trump if you had a choice - maybe..

further your studies overseas - probably..thinking about it..

summon ghost & spirits- did it in schooL..tee hee..

try alcohol - probably not..its smells HORRID.. =P

..muahx muahx..

XOXO •sara•

•dedicated to all my FRIENDS•

2005-07-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

•nana•zana•fyza•yan•farhana•linkes•abel•danny•azizi•djameel•mysara•

•lynn•ethan•shida•bunny•mel•natasha•noryn•sani•zul•ben•

•geok hui•hana•zaheera•mei ying•shahrul•JACOB•

that's all the names i can remember for now..i'll write more when i remember..dont be mad if ur not in da list yeah?? it's dedicated to YOU too!!

muahX muahX

•♥•XOXO•sara•

•my kind of fun•

2005-07-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

today was a BLAST!!..Zana, Nana, fYza & I went SHOPPING!!..
we were suppose to have the ' sit around & talk' girl bonding thingy..well..we did that for the 1st hour..had lunch & all..then we decided to get the Starbucks rubber wristbands that supports charity..that was the only reason to go all the way to MP anyways..

when we arrived..Starbucks was the last thing on our MINDS!! zana bought a cute billabong luggage bag..fyza bought..hmpphh..wat DID fyza buy?? i bought a few people their biRtHday gifts.. nana bought biRtHday gifts as well..after we were done shopping..we decided to go Starbucks..[finally!!]..but we didnt buy any bands cos the colours were BRIGHT & BRIGHT..

hahaha..sumone skiPPed her cLass..........hurmmm...i 'WONDER' who??

okie dokie sweetness =)

..muahx muahx..

XOXO •sara•

•SKKJDP reunion•

2005-07-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!

how was uR weekend??

mine was great..we had our primary school reunion after 8 years..just imagine..we were 12 when we left the school..now we are 20..huhuhu..adults..

anyways..i went with azizi cos my mum wont let me drive.. =(
we picked up Sani & Liana on the way..

me & nana had to wait for the people to come downstairs.. owh..the reunion was held in Equatorial Hotel..

we waited & waited & waited..which was fun cos we got to see everyone that came..hihi..
it was great..some people have really changed..some people just dont..disgusting..

anyways....we had dinner..had our bonding session...strange enuff..most of us ended in the same table with the people that we see in campus everyday..typical...instead of taking pictures with people that we haven't seen in 8 years..we took pictures with people that we saw a week before..hihi..

anyways...thanks to Pn. Latifah, Pn. Rubiah, Pn. Jamiah & Mr. Nasir for coming yea?? muahx..

and HUGS & KISSES to all that came to the reunion..you guys were great...

muahx darlingz..bubye..

XOXO •sara•

•titanic•

2005-07-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

haha..i know its kinda weird..me..suddenly writing about TITANIC...but it's just that i remembered very well that tok Aji..my late grandfather, ♥'d Titanic so much...everytime we go to his house..he'll ask us to hang around & watch Titanic..i remembered that he just got a VCD player..brand new and all that..so he'll be like.. "jom..toK Aji pasangkan Titanic"..sobz sobz.. miss him loads.. =( ...it's true what they say you know..you'll appreciate them more once they are not here with you anymore..once they are gone..all the little things that were annoying before will be the things you miss the most..

anywayss.....

my whole family [minus aisyah of course] including Tok Aji & toK mama went to the cinema to watch Titanic..at the time..i went just to see Leo DiCaprio..not knowing it was part of history & has an amazing storyline..it was great then...and now when i watch it again..this time round..understanding more of what they were saying than before..it just feels like a great
movie..hurmm..

okie dokz doLLs..see ya around...muahx muahx.. =)

XOXO •sara•

•for nana•

2005-06-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

dedicated to nana for helping me with the pictures thingy..eventho it was rite under my nose..
what will i do without you?? =)

muahxxxxxxxxxxxx..

XOXO •sara•

•no LOVE here•

2005-06-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

interesting ha? i loike it a LOT!! it doesn't say anything about me tho...i'm just saying i Loike how they put it..loving it loads!! =)

bubye darlings..muahx muahx..♥

XOXO •sara•

•fab friday•

2005-06-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey my .. how've you guys been? hope you guys are all good...

anyways..friday..started of with a veryyyyyyyyyyy boring 8a.m class.. omg.... cannot tahan man..it all goes as usual la... bla bla bla...abel made a funny comment tho.. hillarious..

madam: does mmu have a ballroom dancing club? maybe we can join..

nana & I: that sounds fun..hmmm..

madam: do u guys know what ballroom dancing is?

abel: fill a room with balls & then ask people to dance...

nana & I: hahahahahah

maybe sum people won't think its funny..hmm.. but who cares.. i thot it was funny.. hahahahahahahahahahah..

then we went back to abel's place for lunch..then at the parking lot in campus.. sumthing happened..i kinda stumbled while walking..damn hole in da road!!! i was wearing bj kurung that day..probably i didnt walk properly..but the hole didn't help either... =(

anyways..i thot it was just a sprain...so i went to class...the best thing is..when it happened,i had my sunglasses on..& nana was helping me walk cos it hurt so bad at the time..vimlan saw us.. then later when we met him @ his booth..he asked me at was wrong..so i told them da whole story la..vimlan said..'ooo..i saw u guys just know...i thot u were playing a blind girl & nana was helping you cross the road'..such an imagination he's got there....

that night..my dad made me go to the emergency department in pantai because my ankle started to swell...after i got it x-rayed.. the doc said it was't broken @ watever...it is just a very bad sprain..she said if i can walk if it doesnt hurt..so i went to kL the next day to help my bro with sum shopping... suddenly..at the rest area..the hospital called & said that my ankle was actually fractured....haha...they told my dad that it was a chip fracture..which means that the fracture looks like a 'V' & my bone chipped..heheh...i didnt know that ur bone can chip..its just like when u drop a plate & chip it's edge @ sumthin...hahaha...

anyways..we still went shopping..i still walked around...got meselF a new pair of jeans..haha.. eventho my ankel is kinda bruised after all the walking..it doesnt hurt that much..

hahahahah..okie dokz then..wish me luck!! i'm gonna see da doc on monday... hopefully they don't need to cast my leg.. *wishing hard,crossing fingers* ..muahx muahx darlings..

XOXO =)

♥ •sara•

•untitled• •such a beautiful song• •sigh•

2005-06-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

Music Video Codes

•I open my eyes•
•I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light•
•I can’t remember how•
•I can’t remember why•
•I’m lying here tonight •

•And I can’t stand the pain•
•And I can’t make it go away•
•No I can’t stand the pain•

•How could this happen to me•
•I made my mistakes•
•I’ve got no where to run•
•The night goes on•
•As I’m fading away•
•I’m sick of this life•
•I just wanna scream•
•How could this happen to me•

•Everybody’s screaming•
•I try to make a sound but no one hears me•
•I’m slipping off the edge•
•I’m hanging by a thread•
•I wanna start this over again•

•So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered•
•And I can’t explain what happened•
•And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done•
•No I can’t•

•How could this happen to me•
•I made my mistakes•
•I’ve got no where to run•
•The night goes on•
•As I’m fading away•
•I’m sick of this life•
•I just wanna scream•
•How could this happen to me•

•I made my mistakes•
•I’ve got no where to run•
•The night goes on•
•As I’m fading away•
•I’m sick of this life•
•I just wanna scream•
•How could this happen to me•

•FINALLY•

2005-06-22T14:42:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooo.......

i can finally go online...finally baby..hihihihi..so happy..

okay then..my job is done..

bubye darlingss..muahX muahX..

XOXO.. =)

•nana•

2005-05-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

..hoLLa hoLLa..

this entry is totaLLy dedicated to NANA !?

happy biRthday to you!!
happy biRthday to you!!
happy biRthday to NANA!!
happy biRthday to you!!

hihi..nana got two birthday parties..sob sob...nice ha?? the first one was superB.. i loved it..yay yay..hihi guess wat we did.. me, zana, noryn & fyza totally had fun... i told nana that i cant go to her party..so in her itsy bitsy head...i wasnt going to be there..hihi..so noryn went to nana's house & blind-folded nana's eyes..& we drove to mp & made nana wait in the car for almost 20 minutes while i went to get fyza...then we drove her to Hang Tuah Mall & revealed the place where we took her..haha..after dinner we blind-folded her [aGain!!] and took her to the bukit serindit hockey stadium & smacked her face with cheese cakes & chocolate cakes.. then we sprayed her with confetti..hihih..she smelled like cheese cake & looked really eewww-ish.. hahaha... i luv you...

hihihi..then a few days after that we got together with abel , mel & linkes & had anotha celebration for nana..hihi we watched SIMPLE LIFE 2 & TREMORS [haha..ass-blasters] & AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL..then we also played UNO..that was a loonnnnnggggg game..nana won!! haha..we let you win, nana...just cos its uR day..haha..then when it was time for cake..linkes pushed nana's face into the cake..hihi..a face full of AMERICAN CHOC cake..a lovely sight..hihi.. i luv u stiLL..

hey nana darLing...i hope you enjoyed ur biRthday.. =).. you got TWO wonderful [was it wonderfuL?] biRthday parties... i luv ya loads...muahx muahx

XOXO

•hey hey hey•

2005-04-27T17:34:00.000+08:00

heLLew heLLew!!!

it's been FOREVER since I updated my bLog..been busy with exams & aLL..aish.. anyways...EXAM IS OVER!!!..so i can breathe easy for a whiLe..yay yay.. =)..that is just wonderfuL news..

hahahaha..wat to write ha?? hurm...Long time never write..dunno wat to write no more...seriousLy..when u Leave it..even if its just for a LittLe whiLe..u get totaLLy & absoLuteLy Lazy to continue..haha..

heheh..since i dunno wat to say im gonna Leave it at that.. short & sweet.. =D.. its just a LittLe note to start with anyway..rite??

bubye darLingz..muahx muahx..♥

•sigh•

2005-03-21T16:51:00.000+08:00

HEY hey HEY!!!!!!!!!

i am so happy
i got to watch THE O.C
ooohh...adam brody
oohhhh..ben mckenzie
bliSS
pure bLiss
*sigh*

..prom pom pom pom..

2005-03-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

hihi..hallu hallu..sorry for not updating the blog natasha...i've been really busy + really malas lately...*tired*..so this update is totally cos natasha ask me to update...okie?..anyways..today my story is about IMPRESSIONS... Prom pom pom pom [that sounds really gud in my head]...

okie dokz...i decided to go to prom a week before the actual event..so that saturday was a very very very hectic day..woke up and went to JJ...yay yay..i absolutely lurveeeee JJ...then i went to Malaysian Flight Academy [MFA] to pick up my cousin's husband..then went home for a bit...then rushed straight to the hairdresser...spent around 1++ hours there...really painful wei... sob sob...im the kind that really cant stand the pain when people play with my hair...so i was trying super hard to not scream at the lady...omigod..kept sms-ing nana...telling her my head hurts...and bad enuff the day before i banged my head while i was stepping out of the gate..*oww*..haha..clumsy..anyways..after the hairdresser..me & nana went to SHIDA's place.. tq SHIDA & EYQA...yay yay..they did our make-up..haha..then rushed back home to change...

left my house around 6.30...went straight to pick up ETHAN..hurmm..he looked reallly good that nite..yum yum...hihi..then went to pick up ABEL & MEL..they both oso looked really good..yum yum..hihi..then we went to EQUATORIAL..reach there about 7.15..same time as nana & HAMTARO reached..so we parked next to each other...

went to EQ's lobby...wow..everyone was looking fine...they clean up really well ha? sum clean up better than others.. =D..saw djameel,ai ling,lynn,daniel,mei ying,ben,dayah & loads more people..then waited for MYSARA and everyone that came wit her..at last..we went in the ballroom..haha..nothing much happened there rite?? just had a real blast in there rite?? sat near natasha & danny's table..hihi..natasha looked really nice & cute..comel comel..danny was not bad at all...hihi..

the performance was nice..lynn sang..yay!!!..nice nice...that girl from talentime can really sing..wow..she definitely awed me..vic was nice..rudy was hilarious..reshmonu really got the crowd going...disagree was a blast...overall..*clap clap* to the people who organisez the whole thing...hang around having fun till around 1++ a.m i think..then left for home cos i promised my mum i'd be back by 2..hihi..even the drive home was a blast!!..yay..had loads of fun...

im glad i spent it with all of you..okie dokz..muahx muahx darlings.. lurve ya to the finest bits.. bubyeeeeeee.. =)

what IS love?

2005-03-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

..dress hunting..

2005-02-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey..how've y'all been..i did sumthing i didnt think i'd ever do..took public transport to another state..wow..that is an achievement...rite nana?? i know nana will laugh when she reads this..cos she think there will never come a day when sara will take public transport...hahaha...i dunno why i dont take the public transport...i remember back when i didnt have a license.. when i go out with my friends..my mom will send me & then pick me up when im ready.. everyone else takes the bus..and i wait for my mum....haha..y la?? please tell me??..i've taken the bus a few times i think...but u can count wit ur fingers..its not a big number...lol..

anyways.. i went to kL with nana today...we went to mid valley to find a prom dress for me.. :D...the journey is sooooooo boring...omg..i stared at nana..nana stared at me..then after a whole lot of staring..we start laughing...for no apparent reason...hihihi...

when we finally reached mid valley...hana [my cuz cuz] & zsa [my cuz cuz'z best fren] were already waiting..since they've been waiting for quite sum time..they already did the hunting for me..so i found my dress in less than 2 hours i think..haha..nana was so geram..she spent such a long time finding her dress..hehe..she saw loads of nice dresses too.. too bad she couldnt change her outfit...but she found her flower...she was glowing like crazy...so happy she found the rite flower...we were suppose to go home the same day but decided to spend the nite..so we went for some food & then went to hana's place..hang around for about 15 minutes then went out to fetch osman & nabilah [my younger cuz cuz] from tuition...we saw a crime on da way..hahaha..this guy broke a bmw's window n stole his smart tag..the weird thing is he guy didnt even make an effort to cover his face or anything...stoopid... anyways... after sending osman & nabilah home..we were listening to JOGET LAMBAK all this time..hahaha..we went to zsa zsa'z place...hang around...had girly talk for a few good hours...told ghost stories..then got all jumpy bcos of the ghost stories..had pizza..yum yum.. then went home to hana's place... hana's kitty cat's are reallllllyyyyyyyy cute..i want kittens..
please....sumbody..anybody...pleaseee....hana's kitty cat slept on he bed...but then the maid took her out of the room...sob sob...but the next day..after my shower..i went to hana's room to get ready..the kitty cat was already there..so manja..sayang the kitty cat..her name was Ribot...so cute..then i brought her to the room we were sleeping in..and lie on the bed..she lied next to me n slept there...until nana came & disturb her....ish ish... notty nana...sob sob... i think i miss the cat more than i miss my cuz cuz...hahaha..is that good @ bad??

hana & zsa sent me & nana back to malacca...thats so nice...they drove all da way to malacca to send us home...we love you for it darlingZ...thank you very much.....and thanx nana for coming with me to KL...i love you too..

YAY..GOT MYSELF A NICE DRESS!!!

2005-02-25T00:26:00.001+08:00

..me+nana..

2005-02-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

..aisyah+me..

..just another ordinary day..

2005-02-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey...hihi..im bored..wat r u doing?? hurmph...let see..today had nice breakfast wit nana & izat...yum yum..then after that..izat went to work..hihi..he's a working man now..hahah.. izat is my younger brother btw...then we went to jusco just for fun..we got yan a birthday gift..hope you like it darling..*wink wink*..then..accounting class...*dread dread*...but wat to do..attendance is important..so go la..as usual..we play in class..the class was really cold la today..maybe its cos i sat rite under the air-cond..haha...

then after the class..had a 1 hour break.. so me, nana & shida hang out at the main field with none other than...djameel...then after that..we went to economics class...as usual..in econs class..nana gets 'close' to hamtaro..hihi..remember the higher power hamtaro...hihi..kidding..so i sat with ethan.. talking wit ethan is really nice & funny la..best best...i like it..

then the hamtaro did sumthing stoopid..the changed my handphone profile from silent to not silent [without telling me..aish]..& all of the sudden i hear my lovely 'the OC' ringtone..which by the way was in full blast...as in the volume was in maximum..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....hamtaro!!! u stinka!!.. everybody turned their heads to the back of the class [where we always sit..haha..
back-benchers]..and stared at me...aish..embarassing...huh...and to my dismay..after the whole incident, hamtaro said sorry & asked if he could read my messages..so i said yes..n guess wat he did????? he did the whole profile thing AGAIN!!!..aaa hamtaro...y la?? wat did i ever do to you?? i can ruin you if i wanted to..kan hamtaro?? :p...watch out..hahahahahahha...

after class..which finished early..YAY!!!..we went to jusco [for the 2nd time..hihi]..sorry for not ajak-ing you danny..we love you.. :D...hihihi...we went cos ethan wanted to print some poster for fencing week..wow..guess who we met.??? the very much missed..natasha..yay...miss her so much..thank god she went shopping..hihi..we talked for a bit...chatty chatty chat chat...then we went on our way..then we went to turba rose..the flower shop..got some real nice candles in there...i want!!..im gonna go buy them..they r so nice...then on the way up to the car...we met natasha again..chat chat summore..then finally we left jusco..

huh..quite depressing la..nothing intresting..but who cares..haha..i found it quite amusing.. but then again..im very easily amused..*sigh*..okie dokz...bubye darlingz..later yeah..muahx muahx..

...girl's day out...

2005-02-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

hallu hallu..how are ya'll doing?? today was a great+fun+a bit freaky day..lets see..wat happened today ha??..at 9 i went to class..spent a whole hour listening to the lecturer..she babbles a lot la..she doesnt seem to be intrested in wat she's saying..so its kinda hard for me to be all 'into' her lecture..hihi..

then after the class..me, nana, & mel miu miu went to kotamas[??] to see if there is any prom dress that miu miu can try on for size..surprisingly..we found 2 dresses..but got problem la.. the sales lady in that shop is most probably a mentally ill person..bad enuff that she played a freaky 'monk-praying' kinda song..which is not exactly a clothes shop kinda song..cos the song is kinda gloomy & scary...eeeeeeekk..then when mel decided that she wanted to keep her options open & try n find another shop that has dresses..the lady went all angry & she actually merajuk..omg..u can see it in her face...we got scared..haha..hopefully mel finds a dress in another shopp..the lady scares me..

huhu..nana slep over tonite...yay..another part of girl bonding..hihi...in the evening..we watched ENTITY..its like a horror documentary thingy..videos of ghost appearances..scary..nana kept covering her eyes..i kept screaming..haha...that was fun..that nite, nana curled my hair..haha..nice nice..she was so happy...im her lab rat..but i dont mind..its fun..then we watched BARBERSHOP I & II...yummy yum yum..superb movie..loved it..it helped that MICHEAL EALY was in it..yummy..he is soooooooooo cute..nice eyes..nice smile... *sigh*....we couldnt sleep..i think we finally gave in around 2.30 am..we both slept wit the lights on...haha..i wonder why?.. hahaha... :D

enuff of this part...its gonna b too long if i compile everything..so..stop here first okie? later...
bubye..muahx muahx..

..this is really nice..

2005-02-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

:::How to LOVE a girl:::

*Tell her you think shes cool.
*Tell her why you think shes so cool.
*Talk to her in movie theatres.
*Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she`ll love it.
*Hold her hand and skip.
*Hold her hand and run.
*Just hold her hand.
*Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her.
*Tell her she's pretty.
*Let her pay if she wants to.
*Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.
*JUST TALK TO HER.
*TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
*Tell her dirty jokes.
*TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
*TELL HER SAD STORIES.
*TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
*TELL HER ANYTHING .
*Tell her stupid jokes.
*Write poems about her.
*When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
*Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of.
*Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
*Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*Call her.
*Call her back if she calls you.
*Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
*Carve your names into a tree.
*Get her mad, then kiss her.
*Give her space if she needs it .
*Push her on swings.
*Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
*Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones.
*Write on her.
*WRITE ABOUT HER.
*Make her mixtapes.
*Write her letters.
*Just hang out with her.
*Listen to all the bands she mentions.
*Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
*When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
*Buy her ice cream.
*Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
*Look into her eyes.
*Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
*TELL HER A SECRET.
*TRUST HER.
*LOVE HER.
*BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.
*CHERISH HER
*And when you fall in love with her tell her, I LOVE U!
*Never ever ExPECT her to know what's in your mind without telling her.
*Try not to make her feel you're dumping her when you really have to go without her.
*When a GIRL is quiet,Millions of things are running in her mind.
*When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply.
*When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around.
*When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,She is not at all fine.
*When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering if you are telling the truth.
*When a GIRL calls you everyday,She is seeking for your attention.
*When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,She wants to be pampered.
*When a GIRL says I love you,She means it.
*When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,She has made up her mind that you are her future.
*When a GIRL says "i miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that!!!!
*When a GIRL hugs you as tightly as she could.she's tellin' you that she loves you lots and you're the man that she could trust.

**Relationship is n0t h0w l0ng y0u've been 2gether. it isnt h0w much y0u've given 0r received, n0r h0w manytimes y0u've helped each 0ther,but its h0w y0u value 0ne an0ther

..right @ wrong..

2005-02-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

aish..have u been in a situation where you have to make a choice that is rite for you but you know if u choose the rite one..it will make sumone else angry @ unhappy?..which one are you suppose to choose then? your happines @ the happiness of everyone else around you? if it were up to me..i'd choose the happiness of others because if i choose my own happines, there will be a lot of unhappy people around me..which makes me unhappy..but people dat i totally sayang have been telling me that its stoopid to choose the happiness of others before the happiness of yourself..yup yup..i know they're right...but so hard la.. i chose my own happiness & comfort & i end up wit some people [that i truly appreciate & love] being angry wit me..aish.. and they have absolutely no right to be angry at me..im the one that shud be angry at them.. but i cant help but feel bad & feel that i shud just make them happy instead..how la? so confused.. sob sob.. :(

..the whole week..

2005-02-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

hey hey y'all..wat have u guyz up to lately? malacca is really hot nowadays la..cannot tahan at all...panas panas...ish..anyways..lets see..shida's birthday was on tuesday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIDA DARLING!!...then at 3 me & nana followed mei ying to her grandma's house to get her lugage..she was going to Korea..nice rite??..hihi..then send her of around 6++..sob sob..on tuesday nite..me, nana, hamtaro, djameel, danny, natasha,abel & mel miu miu went star-gazing..we saw saturn & the 6 day old moon..really nice...nana said dat the moon looked like her face..i swear she said it..not me..not anyone else..but her...hihihi..then we all went for food..and hamtaro started talking about sum freaky scary things..and i ended up being very jumpy dat nite...haha..everything seems darker than it is when ur scared,doesnt it?..hurmm...wednesday...i was suppose to have class from 8-10 am....woke up at 7++ n sms nana & decided to go to the class at 9..cos i was sleepy..then woke back up at 8.45..and made a change of plans..SKIP CLASS..haha..sorry la madam..too sleepy to listen to you..hihi...but we did go to all the classes that day...rite nana??..thursday...had 8 o clock class again...nana called at 7.55 asking me where to park the car so that we can walk to class together..and guess where i was??..in bed..hihi..sorry nana..this week kinda hard to wake up la..but i didnt skip the class like da day before..i arrive around 8.45..not bad la..but then da class finish 20 minutes after dat..aish..wasted my time rushing like crazy..then went home to help my mum pack her clothes n stuff..yeah la...people going on holiday..i cant go..so help pack pun enuff la..so sad..had to stop myself from bawling out like crazy...they r going for a whole week...so long.. aisyah oso going..miss her like mad la..sob sob..aish..that girl..travel like she's been doing it all her life..and she's only 5..so relaxed..not even a hint of xtra excitement..just the normal 'im-going-on-a-holiday' excitement..nothing like YEAH YEAH IM GOING ON HOLIDAY kind.. wonder if she misses me..she better miss me...if not..im going to pinch her cute chubby cheeks till she cant move them..aisyahhhhhh...balik la cepat....sob sob...anyways...moving on.. friday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN!!!..do u guys know yan? she is the eldest among my friends from school..cos she was born earliest among all of us..yet she is the tiniest,smallest one among us..practically a baby [height wise].but her personality shows you that she is the eldest & most mature..hihi..got exam la friday...aish..mid way thru studying at home, the electricity went off..wow..the house was like an oven..so..went to campus early n study in SRC room..thank god for air-cond.. =D..after the exam..went for dinner wit nana, mysara,ethan & hamtaro in McD..nyum nyum..then went home & study summore..saturday..exam at 9 in da morning..stoopid exam..i think im gonna fail.. freaked out before the exam & forgot wat i studied..haha..funny...u know how u complain when u r so busy with exams & study & everything..well..after all da exams is over..it becomes really boring..unbelievable..at first i was complaining cos it was so hectic..had not enuff rest..not enuff time for anything...then when its all over..nothing..u have time for everything but there's nothing for you to do..even sleep cant kill the spare time..aish..so much time..so little to do..jeng jeng jeng..nana..im BORED...you got anything to suggest??..huh..well..i wanna go & take a reallly longgggg shower now..then maybe i'll read the DRACULA book for english class....aish..that book is so boring..practically mind-numbing..hehe..not really mind-numbing la..but u do get a bit blur after u read it..really confusing..but wat to do..have to finish it..okie la..later darlingz...muahx muahx..bubye.. ;)

•..a fun day..a sad loss..•

2005-02-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

today is VALENTINES DAY and it was also the first day of class after a week of CNY holz..wow..sure was hard to get up in the morning...dreadful...practically dragging myself out of my lovely bed and into the showers... the first class finished at 10 am so me, Nana, Danny, Hamtaro, Wataniah, Abel, Mel [miu miu] hang around campus until the next class which was at 2..the whole day was great..had loads of laughz & i was teasing everyone...hihihi...now lets resume to the sad part of the day.. though it is sad for me..im sure its kinda hilarious for everyone else...even i feel like laughing..hahaha.. anyways...most of u know that i've been wanting a new phone for quite some time rite??.. well.. im sure gonna get a new one now!! [i hope la....pleaseeee ayah... :( ..]..cos..the most stoooopid thing happened...try & guess la..jeng jeng jeng..haha..it went down the drain!!!!...as in da hole in the floor that u have in toilets...thats where it went...straight down..hurm..nothing much i can do now rite?..and the funny part is..i dunno whether i should cry @ laugh..haha..kinda shocking.. heheh...i mean....it's kinda funny to think of wat to say to my dad so that he'd buy me a new phone..just imagine..''ayah, can i have a new handphone please?..my phone fell down the drain..''..hahahha..crazy..aish..wat to do..too bad la..but...the excitement of a new phone.. yay yay yay yay yay...hihihihi...okie dokie..im now gonna mope around feeling stoopid about the phone dilemma..later yeah..muahx muahx y'all.. owh yeah..almost forgot.. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY everybody...love y'all..have fun yeah?? ...buBye..

•a day full of fun..fun..fun•

2005-02-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

hey hey..how was ur day?? mine was superb to the very max..i went to 3 CNY open houses with danny, djameel, abel, sabrina,hamtaro [azizi], mei ying,& mohammed..we first attacked geok hui's place at around 6..ate super nice food..yum yum..geok hui has a really cute niece & also a real cute nephew..comelll...she also has 2 HUGE dogs..scary..just imagine..even geok hui is scared of them..hihi..i see why..then..we attacked mei ying's place..summore super nice food..wataniah [linkes] & mysara join us here..hamtaro ate like there's no tomorrow..aish.. haha..he took the whole bowl of food & kept it to himself..but its ok la..we know u like it hamtaro.. :D..the last but not least..we went to emily's place..really cosy la her home..nice nice..she played a song on the organ for us..*clap clap*..excellent..abel didnt play though..aish..dissapointing..trying to be modest.. :P..then mysara played..really nice oso..*clap clap*..danny also being modest..dowan to play the guitar...play la..ryan cabrera... aish..then..we all went home..*sigh*..all in all..this was a gr8 day..and i love everyone who was there to bits..okie dokz..im now going to watch 5 really gud looking guys..the Fab Five..woohoo..muahx muahx..later..